because my eyelashes catch my sweat.
i like how aware i am of the current season. my pool is covered with my neighbors leaves, and it's cute. we're actually the only ones in a 5-house radius without a single tree. it figures, my family isn't much a tree family. but when i have my own home, i'm going to have lots of trees, and give them beautiful names. i just love trees.
i'm going to kansas on sunday to stay for a week at my aunt's house, i really can't wait. she has the most adorable kids, 6 and 2. i'll be spending the next week changing diapers and playing with horsies and singing taylor swift(my aunt hates miley cyrus) and being covered in makeup, because who the hell buys a 6 year old girl a chest of makeup from fucking ulta? my aunt has a coffeemaker and hidden supply of rum & vodka i found last summer, so i'll make due.
i miss love. the new guy never gave me that chill, that drive that you did so i ended things. didn't bother me a bit, really. although him assuming that i broke up with him so i could go be with a guy in kansas really insulted me. he was quite immature. i feel freer now, i guess i do better stag.
i'm becoming quite the weird one, if i wasn't weird enough before. when you spend your days chugging coffee/reading courtney love books/watching movies about anarchist fighting clubs led by a schizophrenic, heroin addicts, vendettas, guys who drop society to walk to alaska/listening to 91.3 all day everyday it kinda changes your mind on alot of stuff. i don't think i mind, though.
i need to get back to my schoolwork, i'm like 13 assignments behind.
i have a new fascination with Nirvana.
one day, if i'm lucky, i'll end up being just like you.
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