recovery

did you know that the most mexican students know about american history is that we had 13 colonies? when no homo asked valdi who the first president was, he didn't know! i had to explain the whole 'the reason why alot of white people have an aversion to black people is because we stole them from afica and used them as slaves and then there was a big war over it' thing. i also taught him why we're all so fat. valdi is just the most amazing muchacho.

so i have a new boy, let's hope this works. i know i need to put you in the box in the back of my bottom drawer. this new one(not to objectify him or anything) hugs and kisses me in front of his friends and pays for my cigarettes and doesn't complain when i pin him down in wrestling and doesn't ignore me and stands up for me and doesn't bitch about driving to owasso and doesn't ask me if i want to buy weed or rolls or pills but tells me how much better i am without them and lets me sit up front and doesn't keep me guessing and tells me about movies i should watch. everything you never did. so yeah, this should go well. he doesn't like country music, and imma fix that. oh and total bonus points for asking me out on halloween. and those big gaugesss. i'm gushing i'm sorry.

this suspension thing is beginning to grow on me. i've seen a handful of great films and i'm reading that john lennon book that came out last year and my drug classes are a good place for socializing and visiting coachand my work's easy and i've become quite the expert on coffee.

off to watch 'requiem for a dream', so excited.