24.9.09

you say yes i say no

i'm regaining my confidence, i guess i just do better with brunette curly hair.
ugh what did i just do?! i just now texted z a compliment, he doesn't deserve them! i'm just lonely, i guess.
- isn't coming back to town, he's never coming back, no matter how many times i call or wish or beg god or cry or scream. i watched a movie the other night that reminded me so much of him, i almost stopped it. but i just can't resist the whole squeezing lemons on a knife wound thing. i'm sick, sorry. not as sick as parker, goodness that boy makes me laugh until i pee a little.
i miss my pookie, i'm glad we're working on hanging out more. there's just some things i can tell her that kmac wouldn't understand or care about. like the fact that i used a different hairspray this morning or switched bronzers or that one boy that said something to me and we try to decipher what it means. we can talk about each of the previous for like ten minutes apiece. but she doesn't understand the difference between a 6b or a 4b graphite, or a bomb thrift store i found out about.
i need sleep, enjoy yours.


ps-i very very much enjoyed the stupid rambunction function with the people that are reading this. and that wrinkly old crossing guard is a dumb cunt, everyday is a fight with myself not to shove her infront of an suv.

4 comments:

  1. I cannot relate to your graphite problem, but you can talk to me about bomb thrift stores and the beatles and boys and anything else you ever wanted. Even Go Ask Alice. Remember? Our first real conversation. Go us! :)

    Aslo, I am obsessed with Taylor Swift, though not secretly. :)

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  2. Cuteee.
    And also:
    The hair is beauttt.

    Parker got me into the triple consonants. Humbug.

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  3. I thoroughly enjoyed our time spent together.
    I can't wait for OYP.
    I didn't enjoy that nasty cigarette though unfortunately & I very much needed one!
    Please get a new kind so we can drive,drive,drive and fill our lungs with tar, kthx.
    iloveyou<3

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  4. oh no deary, you were not getting in my buisness. that was directed toward much, much different ppl.

    love you :)

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